i dont understand my feelings right now.  its been a year and it's overs.  i cant see a future in him.  nothing can be better... can it?

its better without him, but im growing weak and letting my guns down.  i cant do that.  its not good.  i forgot how good it was then, but i do remember how bad it was and that is why it is so hard.

the heart is weak!  the mind is confuse.  it is summer, just let the good times roll and just chill ;)

hey there friends.  im here and im ok.

lots of things have change.
1) i shut down my domain um-ya.com
2) my pictures will be at photobucket at username: xj3nnerz
3) i have a new AIM sn: mzjennx
4) i have a new email xj3nnerz@hotmail.com
5) i will not be using any of my old yahoo accounts anymore. im making a new one in the near future.
6) i will be keeping this xanga, but if you need me find me at myspace with my new email

Ok I think thats it.  Things are good right now.  Looks like im getting GOOD grades for all my classes.  I just need to keep them up now.  I hope everyone enjoys their holiday season.  Have fun!